Been at my job for four months now, and I still haven't completed adjusted to the working from 1700 to anywhere from 0130 to 0330. Seems like all I do anymore is work, come home, sleep a couple hours, get my daughter ready for school, sleep a couple more hours, get up and get ready for work, play with Ros for an hour or so until my sister gets home from school, go to work and start all over again. It's rough, barely getting to see Ros anymore. I went from spending every minute of every day with her, to seeing her a little over an hour everyday. The amount of stress that alone generates is unbearable.

Other than that, my computer has crashed, died, and pretty much completely burned. Now I'm stuck using my old, slow desktop that has nothing on it. All my fonts, pictures, the past two and a half years of my life in photos - including Ros' entire life - and everything else ... gone in an instant. Needless to say, I'm deeply upset. And, of course, it comes at the worst possible time since I don't have enough money to get it fixed despite working myself dead.

My job sucks. Ok, that's not entirely true. I love the people, the work isn't bad, but the hours and the constant threat of lay offs due to GM's and Toyota's stupidity is not good for my sanity, which is already teetering toward the edge.

Anyway, the reason I have nothing new anywhere here is due to the time constraints and the loss of my computer. I have CS2 on this computer (better than the PS7 I had on the other) but no fonts and no way of downloading them for some reason. I'm looking into it. I'm going to try and squeeze something out, for the sake of sanity at least, but I can't even begin to promise anything.

So much stress, so little time and patience to deal with it all.

[EDIT] I completely forgot about the picture I made and never uploaded before my computer crash. It's not the best or anything, but I'll get it up soon so I can at least have something more recent.

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