Don't like looking at the other journal.

I'm over the initial shock of everything. I still can't eat or drink anything more than a bottle of water a day, if that .. which really scares me because I still have a lot to do which involves driving and I've been feeling noticeably more weak and shaky since yesterday. I'm scared to death of passing out while driving and hurting someone, but try explaining that to anyone ("Then eat!" "Uhm ... yea, that's the problem."). But for the most part things are getting back to normal. I have lost a huge chunk of my life and half my heart, but I'm still here, a little worse for wear but in a little better place. -shrug- We'll see where life takes me from here.

However, I really did uninstall Photoshop and I don't have any money to spend, much less the amount to get it back so I may never be an artist here again. But, I will run around like a fave ninja without commenting (because that's just the way I am usually ... very quiet and I never know what to say) whenever I decide to come back to the computer. I have 300+ deviations waiting for me to look at them right now.

Going to school today (or calling if I can so I don't have to drive) to find out if the military has screwed me out of going this semester (they 'forgot' to give me a very important piece of paperwork when I got out which may prevent me from using my GI Bill which means no school for the broke kid). I have narrowed my career choices down to nurse or elementary school teacher. High school would be kinda awesome to teach too (my sister would be one of them haha) but they aren't hiring as often as elementary around here and I love the little kids. I applied for a job with the schools yesterday (and talked to one of my friends to see if I stand a chance and what the job is really for) and I'm really keeping my fingers crossed for it. I have a feeling it will help me decide if I can handle being a teacher, even though the job is probably just dealing with one student all day, making sure he understands and everything.



On a random note ... I think I like parenthesis a little too much (they are pretty awesome). I just noticed how often I actually use them. Seems like between them and commas I'm definitely set on my overuse of punctuation.